When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…

Archive for January, 2012

Back to Basics

Hiya folks. How ya doin’? Having a barney with my boyfriend which I’ve dealt with by going very, very quiet. He was decrying my chosen activities and up with that I could not put. I had to walk away but ended up walking right back as I always do. Just have to weather it until [...]

Why Not?

I’m in a ‘why not’ mood. A ‘that seems eminently possible’ mood. A ‘I hadn’t thought of that’ mood. A ‘why not give it a try’ state of mind. The all too familiar call of mania at its most seductive. And I’ve been up most of the night to boot. But to fear and loathe [...]

Hello?

Hiya. The dogged blogger must continue despite stats reaching an all time low last two days. I had eight views and no comments for two days running. I know I’ve neglected you, blog. I am also guilty of not reading anyone else’s blog and not always replying to the comments I do get so I [...]

Truth is Stranger than Fiction

Hiya folks. How y’all doing? Please drop by and say hello, I always love when you do that y’know, even though my replies might be short or even missing altogether (shock!) Lot on my plate, too much sometimes to reply intelligently to everyone… But your presence here makes this blog what it is, at the [...]

Still in Love with You

Yeah I am. Funnily enough. M has been so cool. So sweet. Such fun, lately. It may be that my better mood is rubbing off on him, or just that, in a better mood, I notice better things. And I really am in a MUCH better space. Hey before you start to worry for me, [...]

2011 in review

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2011 annual report for this blog. Here’s an excerpt: A New York City subway train holds 1,200 people. This blog was viewed about 7,100 times in 2011. If it were a NYC subway train, it would take about 6 trips to carry that many people. Click here to [...]

And what’s more…

…I went to Church again today. Alone. But unlike other times when I’vew been and felt painfully alienated and lonely in the midst of the gathering, today I was able to relax into it and even participate with some enthusiasm. It was a New Year holiday style family service with a quiz, a lot of [...]

Hikikomori

I wonder if this is what my boy is suffering from. It’s the Japanese syndrome whereby a young person gradually withdraws from society and retreats behind a locked bedroom door. They don’t work and often start out as school refusers. It is a disease of affluence because poorer persons cannot live off their parents. It [...]

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